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But the truth , dia tak adalah sesempurna mana . Yes , nobody perfect right . Dia takdelah hensem , but quite cute taw ! Langsung tak macho , perangai macam budak-budak , mulut tak reti berhenti dari bercakap , tak reti penat maybe . haha . Sado ? Nahhh , langsung jauh panggang dari api ! Hahaha , but for me . That's not the deal . I've been in love for what he is , what he like .
And at the that time , i forget something . Cinta tak selalunya indah . Cinta juga bukan selalu harus dimiliki . Bila aku nampak dia buat sesuatu yang aku tak nak tengok dia buat , aku tak akan pandang dia . Semua orang juga akan buat benda yang samakan . Same like todays . Orang nampak aku bersukan , bermain macam i enjoyed the game . But the truth ? Nobody know . I try to act like i dont care but deep inside ? I swear it hurt . Very hurt . So aku buat benda yang aku selalu buat bila sakit hati , aku tidur . hahahaha . Sebab aku tak nak ingat dia ! And guess what i do bila aku bangun dari tidur ? Benda pertama yang aku buat bila bangun tidur ialah check phone kut-kut dia mesej . Tapi sayang , cinta bukan milikku . hahahaha
Nahhh , its okay . Mungkin hukum karma . DIa nak balas dendam kut . Hahaha . Who know ? So , ive decide to let you go slowly even its hurt because i still have my family that will love me unconditionally .
“I am awfully greedy , I want everything from life. I want to be a woman and to be a man, to have many friends and to have loneliness, to work much and write good books, to travel and enjoy myself, to be selfish and to be unselfish… You see, it is difficult to get all which I want. And then when I do not succeed I get mad with anger.” 
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until its done. It's that easy, its like you throw your feeling towards your finger ”