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Abah
A dad or which i called Abah , is someone who holds me when i'm cry , scolds me when i'm breaking the rules , shines with pride when i'm succeed and has faith in me even when i'm fail . Abah , one of the reasons why i love you damn much because i know there is at least one man out there who will never hurt me .
My abah is a man like no other . He gave me life , nurtured me , taught me , dressed me fought for me , held me , shouted at me , kissed me , but most importantly loved me unconditionally . There are not enough words i can say to describe just how important my father was to me , and what a powerful influence he continues to be , i will always love you dad .
Sejak dulu , abah selalu larang aku dari pergi berjalan jauh-jauh . Such as tidur rumah kawan yang diluar kawasan kejiranan aku , ikut membe over night and all lah . Nak pergi lawatan pun dah masuk sekolah menengah atas baru boleh join . Dulu aku selalu tak puas hati pasal benda ni . Aku selalu cakap dekat emak yang abah ni yang tak adil sebab abang dengan adik aku boleh je pergi memana dorang nak , tapi aku tak boleh ! Aku geram sangat sampai rasa nak lari rumah . Almaklumlah gelora remaja kuat sangat dalam badan , tapi aku tak larilah sebab aku dah agak aku tak akan boleh hidup tanpa MakAbah aku . HAHA . Tapi still pertikaikan keputusan abah aku . Abah pun selalu marah kalau aku rapat dengan mana-mana lelaki , bila aku ada pakwe abah membebel macam-macam . Tapi takdelah marah teruk sampai paksa aku suruh putus . Bila duduk dengan abah and time tu aku tengah mesej dengan sesiapa mesti abah marah . Abah mesti cakap " Kau boleh tak simpan phone kau , bila duduk dengan mak abah fokus kat kami . Tak yah sibuk dengan telefon tu ! " Ok sentap . haha .
Mak selalu jawab macam ni bila aku membebel pasal benda tu " Abah kau tu terlebih sayang kau . Dia nak kau duduk je bawah ketiak dia . Takut anak perempuan dia lari " walaupun rasa bangga juga dengar jawapan dari mak aku but still kekadang tak puas hati juga . Hahaha , biasalah nafsu gelora jiwa remaja . Disini aku nak tegaskan , no matter where i go in life , who i get married to , how much time i spend with guys , how much i love my boyfriend , you'll always be my number one man ! i love you Abah !
“I am awfully greedy , I want everything from life. I want to be a woman and to be a man, to have many friends and to have loneliness, to work much and write good books, to travel and enjoy myself, to be selfish and to be unselfish… You see, it is difficult to get all which I want. And then when I do not succeed I get mad with anger.” 
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until its done. It's that easy, its like you throw your feeling towards your finger ”